I feel like a quitter. I've been reading blogs for months and months, but I can't bring myself to write a thing. I'm struggling again with the work/home balance, and blogging is pretty far down the priority ladder. What's difficult about this is that if I took the time, I might be rewarded by the wonderful personal satisfaction I get by doing something for myself alone, but there seems to be very little room for me and my interests. So I pine away for time to percolate ideas, to share about how T1 and T2 are growing into these amazing young people, and to create an identity for myself beyond the traditional roles I find myself entrenched in, something that's creative and not connected to somebody else. But the pressure to actually write it is insurmountable. If I put blogging higher up on the priority ladder, something else would have to give. Instead, I just don't do it.
So, I'm thinking about quitting. The blogging, I mean. Seriously, it's been months since I've written anything anyway. I have tons to say, but I have nothing to say. I'm torn. What should I do?